new BP, new perspective, new joy, new low moment yet everything under the sun is old. like my desire to control my environment. so if i initiate conversation, i’m expecting it to be reciprocated. and if i stay silent, i’m not expecting questions. but life isn’t about getting my way. it’s about giving and taking…
life
to know is to see
now that i know you, i see you that’s what someone said to me this morning a little while after having met her during a meeting. it’s such truth! we often recognize people whether or not we’ve met them but the connection is that much more real visually when we’ve talked face to face. that…
inanition–tears
i’ve barely cried and i’m already sick of it. sick of it !
inanition–better when we’re together
this time around i’m letting people love me up close. i’m letting friends into my world of pain and confusion and they want to be here…they’re not annoyed. the love me. and this time around i’m less distressed because it’s better when we’re together. went to the beach tonight with Justin, Todd and Tricia. we…
inanition–contentment
just talked to my RN Ida. she’s lovely, a blessing to be around. she has this calm demeanour and she loves the Lord so beautifully. we spoke of contentment and doing God’s will be it big or small in our eyes. as introverted as i can be, i love people. my NA, LaRunda, is a…
inanition–day 3
BP: 114 over 69 now it’s time for breakfast. i think i got too little; i’ll have to order an omelet maybe. slept well. got the 5am wake up for life donation otherwise known as the blood draw. hope to see my RN and MD soooooooooooooooooooooooon…but i think i can be patience. after all, how…
inanition: and now…higher
BP: 131 over 80 sprite before bed to calm the stomach talking to Tehani and LaTanya