this time around i’m letting people love me up close. i’m letting friends into my world of pain and confusion and they want to be here…they’re not annoyed. the love me. and this time around i’m less distressed because it’s better when we’re together.
went to the beach tonight with Justin, Todd and Tricia. we ate angel food cake with strawberries and cool whip. played frisbee as the sun set. laughed.
ah! to laugh is relief. it isn’t false relief either. it isn’t a temporary lovely time. it’s just relief. and in those moments i’m thankful. i’m with people i love…what more could i want?
