life

BP: 115 over 73 it’s up. i think it’s from crying. bah humbug!

it’s like i’ve been slapped silently, a strange abuse, a breach of contract. how dare you not say what i want to hear? looks like i won’t be out of here till tomorrow. God, i’d love a miracle. is belief what you need? i don’t have much, i’m sorry. help my unbelief…

Tricia has been the best roommate i could ask for right now. God, bless her extra today! we’re opposite personalities which is especially great right now. she saw no other option but taking me to the ER. if it were up to me, i may still be at home…i dunno. she’s knowledgeable too which is…

once again i have zero answers and this time around i have zero questions except “when can i get discharged?” this is my first time overnighting in a hospital. it’s pretty cool. the temp is just right for sleeping. the service is great. my bed adjusts. the fruit is delicious. the eggs are suspect but…

happiness is to know the Saviourliving a life that’s in his favourhaving a change in my behaviourhappiness is the Lord real joy is mineno matter where the tear drops starti found the secretit’s Jesus in my heart happiness is to be forgivenliving a life that’s worth the livin’taking a trip that leads to heavenhappiness is…

be my visionoh Lord of my heartdon’t be anything else to meexcept what you are and you are loveso love me and remind me that you do

communication is not my forte. and to think i majored and mastered in english lit and minored in communication…maybe that’s the problem–should have double-majored. man! so i’ve been miscommunicating a lot lately and then feeling as though i can’t possibly back track and try to rectify anything. ahhhhhhhhhhhgggggggggggg why must i be so “complicated”? because…