sda education has its + and its – so we stay? should we stay? i’m torn when it comes to my younger siblings. their first year of university will be sda. after that…i want to encourage them to go somewhere else, somewhere non-sda. allow them to taste the outside, the place we’re supposed to go…
things left unspoken
build up then explode fear ties tongues then breaks hearts but like some money says in God i trust
peace comes in dying…to self, not from the task
when you know that what you say to someone will absolutely crush them, and when you know that you must say it anyway, but you don’t want to because even though you hate the actions, you love the person, but you have to say it because God told you to let Him use you to…
i’m reconsidering
sleep…once again. i’d rather be tired. and yes, i’ve fully diagnosed my problem but i won’t take the time to detail it here. i’ll just say that this song i’m listening to right now helps me realize my problem even more. a mi manera…i did it my way doing things my way has never sounded…
what if a break is good?
i’m in charge of a young adult ministry. nothing’s happened since march-ish. i take the blame but it’s not as if people are knocking down my door or tying up my phone line asking what the deal is. i was just visited by this thought: what if nothing happens until august? what if we take…
classical music
lulled us, but not to sleep. we sat, we three black siblings, eating our tomato soup with crackers in it and biscuits on the side. we sat in silence because classical sounds have that affect on we three black siblings. it doesn’t excite us to converse. i broke the silence. me: did you guys know…
i’m reconsidering…
the way i relate to sleep. i’ve always wanted to be in the know. but i never want to have to ask. just want to be told. so when i sleep, unless there’s something in particular i want to ponder ASAP, i think of sleep as an inconvenience. why must i lie there, close my…