say no to in order to be happy? could you just be happy in order to say no? why not just give up your notion of happy? sing a song you’ve never heard before… “sometimes words just jump into your head you don’t know what they mean but somehow they make sense…”
clearing out, finding blessings
i’m spending more time than i wish (dialup) clearing out my inbox. each time i do this, i come across an email from a friend that i need to respond to but words escape me. in her email, she tells me what a blessing i’ve been to her in the short time we’ve known each…
really?
is it all so simple? is there really no gray area? yes. i told God i’d do whatever and i meant it and still mean it. whatever. wherever. whenever. however. no matter how daunting or unrealistic it seems to be. even if my stomach is filled with butterflies all the way through it. even if…
the blessed haze
the haze on my possible prostitution calms me, brings me down many notches to a point on my life map i cannot find too many clouds i just can’t do it, can’t get paid for my gifts when they’re not being used correctly, efficiently, effectively, cloud trillion call me crazy i’m not experiencing confusion because…
stuff is simpler now
that’s all i wanted to say. thanks for listening. 🙂
i feel like or as if
i got a piece of “knowing” — the kind that is relational, involves two people, real conversation and simple knowledge. i know, i’m being a bit vague but i know what i’m talking about and it’s good times 🙂 no list just knowledge and happy memories the wedding was wonderful. the bride is a close…
before i nap
i thought it’d be more than appropriate to discuss my morning. i got to sing. it passed so quickly. all of a sudden we were sitting in the pews. why do good moments pass like that? i was part of a praise and worship team at a contemporary church, you know, the kind of church…