ants & trust

i'm an "i can do this" sort of person which often creates a lot of frustration in my life. why? because my efforts often teach me that i actually don't have what it takes--the skills, the time, the support, the wisdom, the long suffering, the...you name it. yet, disappointment doesn't stop me from trying, once …

My Girl & My God

I know, I should be sleeping. Sleep when the baby sleeps. Yeah yeah. I've got thoughts running through my head that must be sorted through. So here I go. A couple of nights ago, I was done. I mean, not really but it felt like it. It felt like confusion frustration and helplessness had gotten …