finite

I'm finite, I come to an end. These are lyrics from a Sara Groves song. They've been ringing in my head for a while now, reminding me of the need to desire eternity with God but not be so "heavenly minded that I'm of no earthly good," as my dad would say. I must be …

the crying

today's been a random tear festival. the only thing i can attribute it to is hormones, really. that in addition to how i should be 14 weeks pregnant, beyond nausea and full of excitement. i should have told the world by now about the baby inside me and my hidden pinterest board would be on …

it’s all gone

it felt like hours. i didn't think we were getting an ultrasound today but when we got that news i was excited. it meant we got to hear our baby's heartbeat once again. the first time was incredible. it was a sort of confirmation that we're truly on this journey toward parenthood. the tech couldn't …

Lost

It's how I feel. I feel compelled to talk to my friend's mom who just lost her husband and my own blood family and yet I don't know what I'd say and I feel as though I should know. After all, I'm a pastor, right? I have words. I'm supposed to have words. But really, …