wordhabit

i’m feeling a bit more awake today. by 4 o’clock yesterday afternoon i was wasted. justin and i went to hear the AU symphony play at HPAC. all things considered, it was pretty good. i was quite awake for the first two pieces but after intermission, my eyes really started to ache, the left one…

ten years ago, i began my senior year of high school. to some that’s a ridiculous amount of years. to me, it’s simply life.life’s been a whole lot of things…good…bad…stupid…surprising…refreshing……..this weekend was spent with former classmates, their spouses, their children, their growth, their familiar personas, the craziness that is still us….we are who we are…

that’s what it’s been…a while.haven’t done a lot of things in a while.haven’t slept for long.haven’t exercised.haven’t written in this here space.and most importantly, it seems, i haven’t read for a good period of time. it shows as i type and key “write” instead of “right” or “hear” instead of “here”…those are called homophomes in…

tomorrow, or this morning rather, i’ll have to go back to bed after everyone is gone. it’s already after 1:00am and at this rate i won’t make it to actual sleep until 2. and yes, all this could have been avoided if i’d just started out my week correctly.thankfully tomorrow’s not friday.yeah, i’m kicking myself….

that’s not faith. knowing that I want you to do something in order for you to do it isn’t faith.are You serious? then what in the world is it? what about abraham? he knew that You wanted him to move to an unknown so he did it. he didn’t know what was out there but…

in an essential sermon, shot strait from the hip and into my heart, i heard truth. i wish i heard more of it regularly.today has been weird. it began comme d’habitude….i woke up tired. slowly but surely, i got myself together, ate and all that good stuff. i made it to the week of prayer…

not simply how i’m feeling but how i’m seeing life, sensing it’s direction…