i woke up this morning and said no. as the day progressed, i felt more confident saying no and somehow i know i won't regret it. i'm staying put for the next 3 months. perhaps i'll be able to go another time...perhaps not. for now, it's Lacombe --Alberta, Canada...big sky country. and what matters is, …

20 days

there are 20 days till i'm 26. i'm feeling good about this b-day. just a few years ago i was 23. just a few years ago i was 19. and in just a few years i'll be 85. it'll always seem like "just a few" so i'd better spend each one wisely.

in love, speak

it's hard to always say what's on your mind. you're not always sure if the truth will set you free. but when spoken in love, truth permits you entrance into peace. and peace helps you see the sun.