funny how

i write private things in public spaces hoping the message will get across. like saying i miss you, making promises and who knows what else. but i really shouldn't live in the world of "read my mind" or "read my blog" when i can speak. i do possess all that's necessary to produce sound and articulate. but …

surprise

it's sort of like getting embarrassed...it hardly ever happens but when it does it's a good one.a couple days ago Justin walked through the door with these--no occasion, no wrong done, just a gift that reminds me that he's so good for me and that this is good...

thanks man?

as i sauntered home, critiquing the song just sung and remembering my desire to keep raising the bar for myself, i started talking to God and the words "thanks man" came to mind.but just as quickly came the thought, "what?! God's not one of my boys!"my justin blogged the other day (or week, or whatever) …

this could be funny... my boyfriend picked me up from class lovely we drove to the grocery store and bought Edy's 100% fruit bars yummy i began to eat a lime fruit bar... ouch! ouch? yes! somehow as my taste buds began to dance with enjoyment, this wonderful lime flavoured desert cut my lip. cut …

gifts

so i'm not the best at buying gifts but this year i thought i did well...until i found out that just a few days ago, while i was away, he bought what i was waiting to put a bow on. next time we'll have to make lists. ...what's that lyric again? you live, you learn! …

on the water

i'm about to get on a big ship to do mission work...yet...the main thing on my mind right now is all what i'll miss such as the free wireless connection that enables me to see the face of the man who makes me smile for days on end. yes. it's official. i'm cheesy, mushy, blah …