I had to, had to own the effort that’s failing me. The disappointment is major but the ability to see it as it is is pure gold.
Tag: honesty
Figuring It Out (day 2)
At some point in your research about writing, you’ll read a chapter or an article that highlights effective ways to utilize personal experiences. I’m not sure if it’s possible to never take lessons or other experiences from your life as you explore a topic in a creative fashion. The chapter or article will eventually share…
a strange friendship…
And even after discovering that I don’t know her that well, after all, I still believe I can trust her.
“no” = “I don’t love you”?
We’re afraid to be honest but when we are honest we’re afraid to be wrong so then we lose all sense of gentleness. It’s a mess.
untitled
i wrote this (probably in 2011) on the back of a letter i was given and in response to that letter. i found it yesterday while cleaning. what one person reads as another’s judgement, the other person reads as their attempt to inform. he sees himself as accepting and wanting to enter into a relationship…
wanting to feel
i should never post at 12:30am since thoughts aren’t straight at this hour but anyway… if there were an “emotion” pill, i’d probably try to get a periodic dose. it’s not that i want to be able to cry more easily–not at all–it’s just that i think i’m too distant. death happens and i put…
nashville — day 2
southern accents are fabulous! along with the word choices. “i might could pick it all up if i tried.” day 2 has been good but i’m even more draining so i’ll try for an earlier bed time. i had my first voice lesson today. stephen is fun and i know i’ll learn a lot. i…