a decision

tonight, i was reflecting on commitment, on sticking with what we've been given.i've decided on this: to stick with being a pastor until God says something else. that's my resolve. now i'm sure drama will ensue and all my introverted perfectionistic ways will be challenged. and then i'll run away in my mind and wish …

nope

i woke up this morning and said no. as the day progressed, i felt more confident saying no and somehow i know i won't regret it. i'm staying put for the next 3 months. perhaps i'll be able to go another time...perhaps not. for now, it's Lacombe --Alberta, Canada...big sky country. and what matters is, …