sleepless nights

it's not the first time i've been unable to remain in that free state called sleep, the minutes and hours of peace that i often crave. no one gets on your real nerves when you're sleeping. no one rudely interrupts your true concentration when you're sleeping. you can change the way your dream is going, …

help

it's a shared prayer. i prayed it this morning, posted in on FB, 4 ppl  "liked it" and i just got off the phone with someone else who needed the same. help. _____________ dear Jesus, pls help us. and when You do, pls assure us that it's You so that there's zero doubt that You're …

No!

No? Is God mean? To say that He would say “no” sounds so harsh and lacks all the warm fuzziness we’ve often associated with divine Jesus love. To say that God would actually tell me that He won’t fix my eye, and to allow for the inference that there are some things God doesn’t fix …

history belongs

to those who pray. that's the lyric and it sort of scares me. there's something to be said for owning the past and for owning it because you prayed and believed and God answered in agreement with your prayer. if i only believed. i used to avoid cooking as if it were a leprosy conduit. …

belief

if there's ever been a time that i've believed, that time is now. believed in what? you may ask. and i ask you, which is more important: that you believe or what you believe in?