the crying

today's been a random tear festival. the only thing i can attribute it to is hormones, really. that in addition to how i should be 14 weeks pregnant, beyond nausea and full of excitement. i should have told the world by now about the baby inside me and my hidden pinterest board would be on …

D&C Prep

this is some shit. please don't excuse my language. please hear it. listen. deeply. this is my life right now, my very present reality. and i don't give a rat's ass if you judge me. you try responding to this question: "Can you tell me in a word of phrase what the doctor will be …

it’s all gone

it felt like hours. i didn't think we were getting an ultrasound today but when we got that news i was excited. it meant we got to hear our baby's heartbeat once again. the first time was incredible. it was a sort of confirmation that we're truly on this journey toward parenthood. the tech couldn't …

week 8

i'm proud to be pregnant. not in an anti-abortion kind of way but in a... dagnabit, if i can suffer nausea and bloating and weight gain all because something the size of a kidney bean is inside of me then i will gladly tuck in my shirt and showcase my belly (to me and my …