bad lookin
this is what should happen when you spend too much time looking at something you shouldn’t be looking at. your eyes should pain you like someone’s reached into your head, …
what would you
say no to in order to be happy? could you just be happy in order to say no? why not just give up your notion of happy? sing a song …
clearing out, finding blessings
i’m spending more time than i wish (dialup) clearing out my inbox. each time i do this, i come across an email from a friend that i need to respond …
really?
is it all so simple? is there really no gray area? yes. i told God i’d do whatever and i meant it and still mean it. whatever. wherever. whenever. however. …
the blessed haze
the haze on my possible prostitution calms me, brings me down many notches to a point on my life map i cannot find too many clouds i just can’t do …
i feel like or as if
i got a piece of “knowing” — the kind that is relational, involves two people, real conversation and simple knowledge. i know, i’m being a bit vague but i know …