the option of going to Japan enabled me to connect with someone i hadn’t spoken to in a few years. we’d see each other and smile but that was it. but since speaking with her the other day, i feel more comfortable speaking to her as i did again last night and will do in…
nope
i woke up this morning and said no. as the day progressed, i felt more confident saying no and somehow i know i won’t regret it. i’m staying put for the next 3 months. perhaps i’ll be able to go another time…perhaps not. for now, it’s Lacombe –Alberta, Canada…big sky country. and what matters is,…
peace i do not know
when i make big decisions, i pray about them and if i’m at peace with the thought of saying “yes” to something (especially when i’ve been really confused) then i’m confident that “yes” is right. i don’t have peace at this moment. i’m going to spend the day getting more information. my next post will…
can’t intellectualize this
i could go to Japan for 3 months and work in a daycare simply speaking English to children all day. i’d get paid nicely and not have to worry about paying for anything but half my plane ticket and food when i’m there: housing is fully taken care of. i could stay here for 3…
20 days
there are 20 days till i’m 26. i’m feeling good about this b-day. just a few years ago i was 23. just a few years ago i was 19. and in just a few years i’ll be 85. it’ll always seem like “just a few” so i’d better spend each one wisely.
in love, speak
it’s hard to always say what’s on your mind. you’re not always sure if the truth will set you free. but when spoken in love, truth permits you entrance into peace. and peace helps you see the sun.
healing
i heard Chris Rice sing tonight. it was beautiful. it was uplifting. it was what i needed to move on. funny how life cycles…