i’ve been doing a fair amount of listening lately. i know this because there are these seemingly random thoughts that jump into my consciousness and after a little bit of where did you come from, where did you go i realize that they’ve come from other people. they are the frustrations and joys posted on facebook,…
A little god’s prayer
mixed emotions
#1. I woke with regret. It’s been a week since surgery. I’m doing quite well–pretty strong, beating fatigue. But I should have set up an auto response for email, trusted all of work to God. Instead, I’m not truly resting and it feels too late now. What pains me is not that I need the…
we must work
and just to set the record straight, i’m not at all talking about earning salvation, works righteousness or any of the like. this isn’t about that so i hope you don’t read any of that into this. here goes… i’ve been off work for a day less than a week. why? because i had surgery,…
feel to heal
though my body is tired, my mind is very much awake. listen here.
Pre
There’s nothing quite like what seems like an endless countdown. I should be asleep instead of thinking about the hours I have left before surgery. It’s a normal procedure but it yielded a claustrophobic nightmare last night and spurts of anxiety tonight. Woe is me. 8 hours to go. I’ll be so tired, I’ll knock…
slowing down
in a few weeks i’ll have no choice. zero. zilch. no choice. i’ll have to slow down because my uterus and surrounding area will have experienced a stressful time called myomectomy. it’s a surgical procedure during which fibroids are removed. fibroids are typically, non-cancerous tumors that grow in a space that’s got enough access to…