she is, for me, a strange friend. quite frankly, i don’t know what to do with her.

Justin and i had a really honest talk the other day about music. i realized just how a part of me she really is. i cried at the thought of losing her, of giving up on her. i also realized just how scared i am to grow with her…because i don’t know what that will mean (the age-old fear that kicks us all).

so i’m trying to push myself on two levels:
1. develop my chops
2. learn new music

having a cold doesn’t help the first.
the interwebs happily help the second.

we’ve got a concert saturday so here’s to quick recovery. here’s to the ability to sustain notes. oy.

and here’s to my husband who reminds me of what matters and journeys with me through what matters.