life

the unfair

I’m laying in bed with my daughter asleep on my chest. Well, I’m not really laying. I’m in some this-will-hurt-badly-later position that resembles laying. Anyway, I can’t help but think …

my current situation

We quickly and quietly hunker down for the night after she’s asleep. Well, it’s not yet “for the night” but more like “for the 2 to 3 hour segments she’ll …

Ella

It’s crazy. You’d think that after nine intimate months you’d be able to say you know someone. And then the doctor presses down hard on your stomach, pulls carefully yet …

Truth Telling

I’m so happy. Today is my last day of Heparin. Filling a syringe and then injecting it is annoying. Lovenox is so much simpler. These aren’t words I ever thought …

yes, i really am ok

ask me again tomorrow. tuesday may roll in with tears and gnashing teeth but just for now, all is well. that’s how it’s been for a while now. good one day, …

#sabbathing

A friend from seminary introduced me to this via her twitter feed. For all my life, sunset Friday to sunset Saturday has been Sabbath–24hrs of rest from regularly daily rhythms. …