burnout destroys creativity, faith, and a multitude of other things. the worst is when burnout is caused by all the “good” things like ministry, service, a good work ethic, etc…
goodness in moderation…i have to find a proper balance. i can’t return to where i was these last few days.
i’m just thankful for the swift change. today was really good. i can’t explain it all–i should really be asleep–i’ll just say that when i ran out of desire i still talked to God in some distant, muddled tones. and He listened and read below all surface mutter. He found the truth in places i couldn’t even find–i wanted a change. and He brought it swiftly by placing me in a space that helped me see myself and helped me stop trying.
so i did. and before i knew it i was peaceful…