life

i’m not sure what it is i’m not able to know but i feel as if i don’t. it’s weird. it’s an “off” feeling. like when you know a certain food is no longer good but you’re not sure how exactly you know–there’s no funky smell, no mold–but you just know it’s off. i don’t…

that’s what my optical nerve is. dead. and there’s no human remedy presently available to wake it.a miracle.to be honest, i’m tired of praying for one. i got tired almost 2 years ago, not that long after my optical nerve died.i’m not sure how i feel about how i feel and what that says about…

no. bind torture kill (in case you aren’t up on the news).he’s getting all life sentences with no possibility of parole until 40 years from now when he’ll be 100. and if he’s put among the prisons general population with no one to guard his safety, he’ll be lucky to live even half those years….

went to the doctor.not pleased.felt dismissed from the moment she walked through the door.felt like smacking her upside her head.and you know, it’s not because she didn’t say what i wanted to hear. it’s because she didn’t try to explore the notion that taking an aspirin a day will be damaging. it’s that she didn’t…

my laptop decided to lose it’s mind this morning. apparently, there’s some sort of error in the system that needs some fixin. i was sad when my dad took it to get looked at. i felt as if a part of me was sick. i know, it’s sad. i’m addicted to my laptop. but it’s…

i just had a really great chill season with a guy who’s like a little brother…he’s actually one of my little brother’s friends. i’m getting together with a few folks to sing an a cappella number this weekend; he’s one of them. we talked for a couple of hours. it’s amazing how easy it is…

i need some time…give me a few minutes, or hours…tomorrow’s good. okay, maybe just a few minutes. i need to write. so here: i’m starting a new ministry which is, in a way, like starting a new life. it’s called m3ministry and instead of telling you a whole lot about it, i’ll allow you to…