mixed emotions

#1. I woke with regret. It’s been a week since surgery. I’m doing quite well–pretty strong, beating fatigue. But I should have set up an auto response for email, trusted all of work to God. Instead, I’m not truly resting and it feels too late now. What pains me is not that I need the rest but that I haven’t trusted God.

#2. I went on Facebook. A friend has a baby announcement. I haven’t watched it but I’m pretty sure that’s what it is from the amount of comments. I love her but I can’t watch it. I’m supposed to be just two months away from delivery.

#3. Today is my 3 year anniversary of marriage to Justin. Because of #1 & #2, it’s hard to be excited.

#4. I should pray.

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